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LYING FALLOW

LYING FALLOW

Philosopher, author, theologian, educator and civil rights leader Howard Washington Thurman once said, “There is a fallow time for the spirit when the soul is barren because of sheer exhaustion.”

FARMING LESSONS

Here’s where you ask, “What’s ‘fallow’?”  A fallow field is land that a farmer plows but doesn’t cultivate for one or more seasons.  The practice, which dates back to ancient times, helps the soil recover from being used to grow crops.  Historians believe that farmers in the Middle East practiced crop rotation as early as 6,000 B.C.  Letting the fields lie fallow is commended in the Jewish Torah.

The theory is that when you keep planting and planting and planting the same field over and over with the same plants, those plants eat up all the same nutrients until the field is, well…drained.  The nutrients get depleted.  The land gets “tired” and less fertile, the dirt gets hard and susceptible to erosion.  (Think “Dust Bowl.”)

Besides this the bugs figure that you’ve opened a restaurant for them with their favorite food and they start coming in droves.

You can stave off these problems by rotating your crops, planting different crops in the same patch, and even planting crops that have a secondary purpose of helping the soil recover.  Legumes (peas, lentils or beans) help fix nitrogen in the soil and build it back up.  Planting them in the same ground after the oats or whatever are done helps build up the soil a bunch.

Eventually, though, even that strategy just means that even more nutrients get sucked out of the soil.  So, you just have to let the ground rest.

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Landscape Plotted and Pieced – Fold, Fallow and Plow by Ann Fisher via Flickr [CC BY-NC-ND 2.0]
You can run cows or horses on the resting land and let the wild critters come and live there for a while.  Their manure and other doings help build up and replenish soil fertility.  As a farmer you can add all kinds of amendments to the soil as well, but letting it rest, letting it breathe and live wild for a season or two does seem to work better.

For a while, until the resurgence of the organic farming movement, the ag scientists and experts pooh-poohed the concept of letting the fields lie fallow.  It was so old-fashioned and not PC.  We moderns got obsessed with economics and massive productivity.  We also had a lot more people to feed.  Letting some resource just sit there bordered on heretical thinking.

We’re seeing the effects of that in the lessening nutritional value in some of our foods.  We’re getting lots of not-so-good produce and meats because of our food production practices.  Pesticides and chemicals that force growth are a part of our diet as well.  This is not a good thing.

WHEN THE MAKER GETS TIRED

As Makers and as creative sorts, we humans are also all farmers.  The soil we till is our own selves — our talents, our skills and our hearts.  Sometimes, like the productivity-focused modern farmers, we get carried away, working, working, working to produce more and more and more.

Like the punch-drunk boxer in the ring we keep taking the blows on the chin and getting up time and time again, stumbling on unsure of how to proceed, but standing up anyhow.

Then, one day, you just can’t come up with a single, solitary new idea.  One day you are just tired.  You’re tired of the B.S., tired of all the misconceptions, misunderstandings and mis-thises and mis-thats.  You’re tired of going, going, going.  Your body rebels.  Your brain sits there like a lump.  Your heart hurts.  You just “don’t-wanna” any more.

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Kuau Sunrise by Anthony Charles via Flickr [CC BY-ND 2.0]

Another IPS (Inner Peace Symptom):  an understanding that sometimes rest is the most productive thing you can do.  [Slowng down lets your heart catch up with your thoughts….]

DO-IT-YOURSELF FALLOW FARMING

That’s the time when you need to remember about the fallow fields.  That is when you need to take a break, rest, and feed your soul again with all the other things that make your life worthwhile.  Watching your baby smile and hugging the heart-people in your life are good things.  Taking a walk and feeling your feet touch the ground is great.  Talking to trees and counting stars help.  Collecting rainbows are a good thing too.  Whatever works.

It is a harrowing time of great fragility and you will probably be feeling very sore.  Your vulnerability rating will probably be off the charts.  And then one day, after you’ve done this stuff for a while, after you’ve slogged through all of your despondencies, an opportunity will come and the field will be ready to work again.

This moving YouTube video is glass-blower J. P. Canlis’s talk at TEDxVail.  It’s titled “What Is Creativity?” and is nominally about how he put together the stage set for the conference.   The night before the talk, he says, he threw out his first speech.  He got up onstage and went with this talk which details the struggle, breakdown, and breakthrough that led to the rejuvenation of his stalled creative work.

And isn’t that a very good thing?

Here’s a poem:


SO MANY TIMES I HAVE SAID

 

So many times I have said:

“This is me, I can’t change.”

And time and circumstance

Prove me wrong

Again.

 

So many times I have said:

“This is me, take it or leave it.”

And the tides of change

Come sweeping through.

Again.

 

So many times I have said:

“Leave me alone, I am tired.”

And the paradoxes

Keep on pushing

Again.

 

So many times I have said:
“No, I can’t, it’s too much.”

And the me that’s real

Keeps on growing.

Again.

By Netta Kanoho

Picture credit:  Furrow and Ridge by Patrick Dalton via Flickr [CC BY-NC-ND 2.0]

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